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Oh ana.

We meet again.
Havent eaten anything in a few days....old habits die hard.
I recently was talking to a guy for about two weeks who was showing signs of being ana and it got me thinking about it again. I used to be so against it after supposedly recovering but now that I've had that thought pop in my head again I couldnt stop myself from starting up again.

I really have gained since I started college.

dropped 6 pounds so far this week.
long term goal weight 99.0


here we go again.
so ive been fasting again. lost three pounds.

Riding in cars with boys.

So today Zach said I was like a guy when it came to physical attraction.
I don't think it's so much that I have the sexual drive of a male, but it's more of a matter of the way he kisses me because every time it sends a chill down my spine. ;)
I spent the day with him yesterday.
It feels so good to be able to hang with someone you really like for hours and hours. It's refreshing to have someone you're so comfortable with.
I had a good day today.

Amberology

Rules: Okay....get tagged, you have to do this too...Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology"

YOU! Yes, you reading this. You're tagged.




ha!




FOOD:

What is your salad dressing of choice? ranch



What is your favorite sit down restaurant? Pizza hut. XD




What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Dominoes. XD



What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? I wonder..... XD pizza.


What are your pizza toppings of choice? Only a few choice people have this sacred information about me.


TECHNOLOGY*

How many televisions are in your house? two active, about 7 inactive. What can I say. My father brings his work home.


What color cell phone do you have? It's black and silver.



BIOLOGY*

Are you right-handed or left-handed? Left handed sir!




Have you ever had anything removed from your body? oh you mean tumors, cysts, hideous growths? no.




What is the last heavy item you lifted? a box full of hair products.




Have you ever been knocked unconscious? no



BULLCRAPOLOGY*



If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? Probably not, if I knew I'd try to avoid it, miss it, and send the world spiralling into a horrible wurmhole.



If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Dont know, havent thought about it.
I kinda like my name...



Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? fuck yes I would.



DUMBOLOGY*



How many pairs of flip-flops do you own? 0



Last time you had a run-in with the cops? 2004
:)



Last person you talked to? My mother



Last person you hugged? Zach ;)



FAVORITOLOGY*



Season? summer



Holiday? Halloween, Valentine's Day, and my birthday.



Day of the week? Sunday



Month? December



CURRENTOLOGY*



Missing someone? yes, two people really



Mood? content



What are you listening to? Smashing Pumpkins



Watching? nothing



Worrying about? the end of the semester.




RANDOMOLOGY*



First place you went this morning? the shower



What's the last movie you saw? UMMMM....




Do you smile often? I work in a salon. I have to.



MEOLOGY*



Do you always answer your phone? I have caller ID....I answer it when I know the number.




It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? My wireless provider telling me I have no more monies. XD




If you could change your eye color what would it be? i love my eye color. but maybe purple.




What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? only been to a sonic once in my entire life, and I wasnt drinking anything special.




Do you own a digital camera? I have a camera on my laptop.




Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes. it died.




What's on your wish list for your birthday? to have the best day evarrrr...and cake.



Can you do pushups? i can!



Can you do a chin up? havent tried



Does the future make you more nervous or excited? excited.




Do you have any saved texts? about two...




Ever been in a car wreck? yeah... bad times.




Do you have an accent? ive been told i dont have any kind. but i might have a little southern one at time and on certain words.




What is the last song to make you cry? cant think of one right now.




When was the last time you cried? crying is for wimps. im a rock bitch. lolz. jk. dont know.




Plans tonight? a hot date! .... with laundry ! harrr. ( seriously though - those buttons on dem jeans gets hawt right out of the dryer. oww)




Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? yes.




Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Two bottles of orange soda and a pack of gum.




Have you ever been given roses? yes, as a matter o' fact, I was given one today! XD




Current hate right now? Folding clothes....



Met someone who changed your life? Changed? not yet. Made a splash in? yes.



How did you bring in the new year? watched some silver guy with a rainbow cape dance around.




What song represents you? If only I had my own theme music...




Name three people who might complete this? No one.




Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? naw.
what happened yesterday makes me what i am today



Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? yup.




Does anyone love you? yes.
:)



Would you be a pirate? That would be neat. So yes.




What songs do you sing in the shower? whatever I have playing on the stereo.




Ever had someone sing to you? Yes.
:)



Do you like to cuddle? LOVE to.




Have you held hands with anyone today? briefly.




Who was the last person you took a picture of? myself.




What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? soft rock. Mom always listened to that stuff. its good stuff.




Are most of the friends in your life new or old? I keep those old fogies.




Do you like pulpy orange juice? no way.




What is something your friends make fun of you for? hmm. I bet i could think of something but I cant right now.




Have you ever ridden on an camel? no.


When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? not in a while



What were you doing 12 AM last night? playing left 4 dead.



What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? I didnt go to sleep last night.

Lots of stuff.

So I scored a bunch of new clothes today.

Been having fun changing outfits and stuff.

XD

I'm a sucker for offensive screen tees and tight jeans I 'spose.

Got to see Zach today. :3

God must like to dangle hot modified emo boys who have brains and vision problems in front of me....with baggy jeans, adorned with various skulls....paint splattered hats...piercing eyes....and a fucking hilarious sense of humor......



oh oh oh. it isnt fair at all.

sigh....

Oh yes. I don't reccommend anyone using hair glitter.



the fucking shit doesnt come out that great.

Good news....any day now the UPS guy will bring me presents that I've gifted myself...

A replica Pick of Destiny - actually functional...too bad I don't have a guitar.



and a brand new poker sized Dawn of the Dead deck of playing cards. Anyone up for go fish with bloated zombies??!!!

I know, I'm such a zombnerd.

anyway.

enough of this nonsense.

A few words

that have been swimming around in my head lately.




confusion.


anger.


lust.


attachment.


impatience.


stupidity.


hatred.


longing.


needing....


fuck. why can't things be like the good old days when relationships were forms of punishment for shop lifting in some countries.
So It's 6:41 in the morning and I'm awake...really wish I wasn't....
Last day of school for this week and yeah.

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